خواطر و احلام فتى طائر

It was close to summer that day when I took one look at you
And fell in love at first sight for the first time in my life
Are you free now? Are you awake yet?
Everyday we sent each other those kinds of silly messages
Our first date on the seashore was a night full of fireworks
Your face looked sad somehow in the flashing light
I always felt the loneliness that was within you
Whenever I came close the distance suddenly grew
Come closer to me, there’s no need to worry
I’ll always protect you so don’t you ever cry any tears
The everyday monotony hits you when you’re all alone
And you don’t even know the meaning of life if you’re alone
But if we draw closer it will all start to change
We’ll slowly make progress one step at a time
If you had felt the same, I believed that you and I
Would stay together forever, and I still believe that to this day
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もう一度会いたいよ声聞きたいよ
Tell me why you had to goその手離せないよ
あの頃のように笑っていたいよ
I just wanna hold you closeずっと忘れないよ

I wanna see you once more and hear your voice
Tell me why you had to go, I can’t let go of your hand
I wanna laugh like I did back then
I just wanna hold you close, I’ll never forget
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それから色々あっても笑顔が見れた全部じゃないけど寂しさ消えた
鼓動早まった初めてのキス別れ際必ず会えるのはいつ?って
小さな声でうつむいた家の近くまで送るといつも振り向いた
忘れない二度とない経験止めたい時間願った永遠
いっぱいしたくだらねえケンカも愛しいふてくされた寝顔

i just wanted to write and express how much i’m blessed to meet you all after thinking it will be really hard to make new international or japanese  friends.

it makes me smile remembering the fun we had together and i don’t what path each of us shall take but i hope we can join the ride till its end

i was in love with the part of knowing something about another country than mine

also how you were intrested of my relagion and unl

and i know time will heal me but i have no time and i don’t want this hate to go bigger and this grudge goes on forever

so I’ll pour everything in this note and then maybe forget about everything

and i don’t give a damn about what you, your friends or mine say or think of this cuz it has nothing to do with them or you

1rst and last fuck you for acting as nothing happened and none of this is not  your fault in any way or even part of it

i will forget that you made my mother cry and don’t ask what i told her all i said that it was over

cuz we wanted “you “so fuck you if you ever think you are such an angel

fuck you for every tear i shed cuz i was in love with you

fuck telling me to talk to you be e7teram ?!

remember that i didn’t fucked you when i had the chance ya madam

fuck for lying to me, confusing me and for hanging me