
| ► | يوليو 2009 | ◄ | ||||
| سبت | أحد | إثنين | ثلاثاء | أربعاء | خميس | جمعة |
| 1 | 2 | 3 | ||||
| 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 |
| 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 |
| 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24 |
| 25 | 26 | 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 | 31 |

فبراير 25th, 2008 كتبها حازم بنجر نشر في , toughts and lyrics,

يونيو 25th, 2009 كتبها حازم بنجر نشر في , toughts and lyrics, خاص, رأي,
when the clock will pass midnight (japans’ time)
i think something changed ever since i left my home land about a year and 2 month ago
starting to see everything in a whole different view
it’s hard dealing with change especially when your: alone, a love fool and you never were an independent person before.
also i got used to having so called friends who just shows up cuz they want something from or have an interest in something you know about
it’s ironic when you tell u tell your self that you’ve found God when he was always been there
i was just too blinded to see it
and it’s hard to know who’s a foe and who is a friend and why that everything that started smoothly had a bad end
i learned that i must respect and hear my family opinion (meaning mom dad bro and my wife hell what the rest think or say) since they are the ones i love and always miss the most
i always wonder if wasn’t raised the i am now how would my life would be and would i be a very easy pray to the sin and lust like what i saw some do as code of silence became a must
i am human there for i should admit I’m full mistakes but it’s useless if someone wants more than an apology cuz everyone has a sun of a gun called pride so i won’t swallow it since that person is no longer in my life
i now hate being an emo but glad i had to go trough it for me personally being like that is not wrong unless you felt this all the time . it just makes me feel I’m very weak , hopeless ,negative and alone
and last part for ANY person is not true you are alone is this world god is always with
and after that there is a lot of people who want to help but you have to get get up after moping and reach and reach to them .
i don’t understand some Japanese people that much esp the ones online who said they want international friendship and when you tell them lets meet and they don’t have to come alone they just ignore till forever
it’s reallya nice feeling when you play an Arabic song in your mp3 player each time you miss home lol
\\\\\\\\\\
to the who’s waiting for the most
my fiance and future wife
the mother of unborn children
and the one with gods blessings who spend with me the rest of her life
i miss you like he
يونيو 13th, 2009 كتبها حازم بنجر نشر في , toughts and lyrics,
Love me for who I am
Even if I’m not yours
Love me for the beautiful days
And don’t hate me for our dramatic end
I don’t regret for what we had
I do regret for some of the things that I said
I was scared and upset
And I’ve made a mistake
I accept all the blame
And I lied …
Sorry
Would you forgive me? Please…
I know that betrayed
Every fault that I made
The pain that I caused
And all the promises that became lost
Yes again I lied…
Wish to say to you I loved you at least truly once
Hold you
Whisper to your ear please forgive me
I understand if the love was lost
I understand if the feelings became now a compounded hate
But I hope you can forgive me
And just love me for who I am
Love me for who I am
Even if you erase me
Sorry
Forgive me
Please…
مايو 22nd, 2009 كتبها حازم بنجر نشر في , toughts and lyrics,
Lately I’ve been hard to reach
I’ve been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, and I’m reaching out for you
I’m just so fuckin’ depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
In order for me to pick that mic back up
I don’t know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position I’m in
I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to pick this pen
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can’t admit
Or come to grips, with the fact that
I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
I know some shits so hard to swallow
And I just can’t sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact
I’ll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Copy
One tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles
Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it’s like, to be me
All be you, let’s trade shoes
Just to see what I’d be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other’s mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other’s eyes
But don’t let ‘em say you ain’t beautiful OoOo
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don’t let ‘em say you ain’t beautiful OoOo
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you
I think I’m starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room
Just as soon as I walk in
It’s like all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
Like I want that…
I’m not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don’t need fucking man servin’
Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain’t even funny like that
Ahh Marshall, you’re so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don’t you all sit down
Listen to the tale I’m about to tell
Hell, we don’t have to trade our shoes
And you don’t have to walk no thousand miles
Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it’s like, to be me
All be you, let’s trade shoes
Just to see what I’d be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other’s mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other’s eyes
But don’t let ‘em say you ain’t beautiful OoOo
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don’t let ‘em say you ain’t beautiful OoOo
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands with doubt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don’t expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
But take this situation in which I’m placed in
And get up and get
مايو 14th, 2009 كتبها حازم بنجر نشر في , toughts and lyrics,
till when i have to wait in order to get you back in my arms again
babe we cry, we fight, we shout then get back and lets things work it out
i’m sorry if ya got disappointed that i can’t be the man that you wanted me to be
it’s a big step for me so maybe with in time i can show you the man that i can be
i hope to live to see in a wedding dress
i love you so
i swear i do and to be honest i never thought i would or wouldn’t take a long time to love you
the past is my past and i’m really not looking back ever since you are with me
there’s no one else in this planet i rather be holding hands and growing older with
and don’t worry about how you look cuz you’ll always look sexy in my book
ocean of words is not enough to describe how much I’m into
أبريل 18th, 2009 كتبها حازم بنجر نشر في , toughts and lyrics,

نوفمبر 3rd, 2008 كتبها حازم بنجر نشر في , toughts and lyrics,
Milk and Cereal
Milk and Cereal
milk and cereal
Cereal and milk
Milk and Cereal
Cereal, Cereal
Milk and Cereal
Cereal and Milk,
Cereal and Milk
Cereal and Milk
Cereal and Milk
Cereal and Milk
Cereal and Milk
Cereal and Milk
Cereal and Milk
Cereal and Milk
Cereal and Milk
Cereal and Milk
Cereal and Milk
I dont want my Wheaties
Give ‘em to the needy
Feeling kinda greedy
I keep em for myself
I keep em for myself
I keep em for myself
I keep em for myself
No Grapenuts for grandma
Mom likes Special K
You cant pinch an inch
You cant pinch an inch
You cant pinch an inch
You cant pinch an inch
You cant pinch an inch
You cant pinch an inch
You cant pinch an inch
They’re magically
delicious
keep ya hands, off my Lucky Charms
(pink
hearts, yellow moons,blue diamonds, green clovers)
A is for Apple
J is for Jack
You step on a crack
You’ll break your mama’s back
Rice Krispies
And Boo Berry
Ooh Boo Berry
Milk and Cereal
Milk and Cereal
Milk and Cereal
Cereal and Milk
Milk and Cereal
Milk and Cereal
Milk and Cereal
Cereal and Milk
Milk and Cereal
Milk and Cereal
Milk and Cereal
Cereal and Milk
Milk and Cereal
Milk and Cereal
Milk and Cereal
Cereal and Milk
Milk and Stereo
Stereo Stereo
Milk and Cereal
Cereal and Milk
(Cheerio-eo-eo)
In the morning
At your table
Milk and Cereal
Snap Crackle Pop
Snap Crackle Pop
Snap Crackle Pop
Snap Crackle Pop
Snap Crackle Pop
Snap Crackle
أكتوبر 26th, 2008 كتبها حازم بنجر نشر في , toughts and lyrics,
look, look me up and down
you would be forgiven if i had a taste
you, see everything. you’re missing now
oh i’d hate to see this moment go to waste
i don’t really care if your not single
we could use each other just a little
no one has to know if we’re together
come on let me be your guilty pleasure
hide. hide every rule we break
just close your eyes we could be done in record time
no.no is not a word you’ll say
i know you won’t resist the secret kiss of mine
i don’t really care if your not single
we could use each other just a little
no one has to know if we’re together
come on let me be your guilty pleasure
everything could change in just a minute
but there’s no there’s no body else when were in it
we don’t have to to talk about forever
come on let me be your guilty pleasure
nothing better than the tension killing
سبتمبر 27th, 2008 كتبها حازم بنجر نشر في , toughts and lyrics,
and i know time will heal me but i have no time and i don’t want this hate to go bigger and this grudge goes on forever
so I’ll pour everything in this note and then maybe forget about everything
and i don’t give a damn about what you, your friends or mine say or think of this cuz it has nothing to do with them or you
1rst and last fuck you for acting as nothing happened and none of this is not your fault in any way or even part of it
i will forget that you made my mother cry and don’t ask what i told her all i said that it was over
cuz we wanted “you “so fuck you if you ever think you are such an angel
fuck you for every tear i shed cuz i was in love with you
fuck telling me to talk to you be e7teram ?!
remember that i didn’t fucked you when i had the chance ya madam
fuck for lying to me, confusing me and for hanging me
سبتمبر 24th, 2008 كتبها حازم بنجر نشر في , toughts and lyrics,

before i talk about she
i wanna notify that she
could be more than one .two or even there
she is my
world
angel
soul
heart
earth,wind and fire
and all that i desire
she
makes me happy as i can be
makes me ache for her every time she’s far away from me
makes me lough and smile like a child to its mother
makes me feel special like there’s no one other
makes other jealous and being glad that i weren’t their brother
she is
who i wanna marry
who i wanna share my life with
who will make my little family
i hope i will find this she
and we end up happily
and though I’m a sinner i hope she will forgive me
cuz when i will find her
she will be
the apple of m
المزيد










