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كتبها حازم بنجر ، في 25 فبراير 2008 الساعة: 00:23 ص

 
Finally an ARABIC blog where I can express my thoughts and channel my views in
 
At least I’m 80% sure that who’s ever reading this is an Arab or Muslim and even if they didn’t I don’t care I just need this to get some "air"
 
In Saudi Arabia it’s really hard to even "think" views differently
We can’t protest against anything wrong within our community, government and politics
That doesn’t mean we don’t know how to do so it’s just we want to live in peace
 
We know if we objected "they" might darken our feature for the next generation
Or might make our lives a living hell "just like the scientist Galileo" until we deny what we believe in or just work in silence
I’m fid up of people call them selves "Sheik" just because of his appearance, there should be HIGH qualifications for that.
 
I wish we have a sheik who’s from our generation and got exposed to the same things we did and it didn’t effected him then maybe people who are my age might really listen to him since he understand our world, our confusion, our fear, and to guide us to our points of strength and weaknesses in Allah’s’ faith

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طراطيش كلام

كتبها حازم بنجر ، في 11 فبراير 2011 الساعة: 10:15 ص


دائما يقال لنا انحن الشباب اننا مستقبل بلد الخ

ولكن ان حصل خطأ ما  يأتي الوجه الثاني ويقال انتم لستم افراد بل جزء من الدولة ولن نسمح بأي اخطاء فردية وسوف نضع خط احمر لكل ما يسيء الى المملكة  الخ

 

اتسائل فقط لماذا هذا الوجه لايأتي مع الفساد المنتشر في جدة؟

لماذا لايأتي مع قارعي الطبول؟ لماذا لايأتي مع المقسرين في وزارة التعليم و البعثات و وزارة النقل وزارة المياه؟

 هل اصبح الوجه الثاني فقط حكرا على الشباب و الى اي صوت معارض يتكلم بنبرة الحق

 

نحن الشباب ضعاف فعلا نعيش بين ابراج لاترى قممها من علوها

وليس لنا ان نطالب بحقنا اذا كان مخالفا "حسب السيستم" ونشكر المسؤولين دائما على مايجب ان يفعلوه

 

اصبحت احلم بالهجرة كثيرا ربما لأن بعض البلاد تعامل مقيمها اسوة بمواطنيها

و يحز في نفسي عندما ارى بلدا احنبي كافر لكنه يعاملني معاملة افضل من التي هي في بلدي

وكم من شخص تمنى الهجرة الوطن لأسباب متعددة

 

قالو اننا كسالى و  ليس لدينا مؤهلات و لا يريدونا في مناصب قيادية

ولكن الشباب اثبتو وجودهم خارج وطنهم ونيلهم لجوائز عالمية

ولكن فقط خارج وطنه

لأنني متأكد تمام انه لن ان ينجح النجاح تفسه في ظل الواسطات و عدم اعطاء الفرصة و اخير انعدام الثقة

 

كل الشباب تحب الملك ولكن ماالفائدة من مخاطبة الملك اذا كان هيكله التنظيمي قديم و كبيرا جدا  لدرجة ان سرعة تفعيل قراراته الحكيمة عقيمة وقد تلغى مع ان الملك نفسه لم يلغيها

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MTV rumble: true life of Saudi Arabia

كتبها حازم بنجر ، في 31 مايو 2010 الساعة: 03:21 ص

I had no idea about this show till I saw my Saudi friends wrote something about it in their Facebook profile.
This is only my opinion so please don’t argue because I am not asking to know yours or to debate with your i am just blabbering :P

First I’m wondering why MTV Arabia didn’t do this show instead?
Second this should be named true life of Jeddah in Saudi Arabia. Jeddah dose represent KSA but it does not mean Jeddah IS SAUDI ARABIA?!
That’s like saying true life in LA is the true life of ALL states of America.
Third showing the guys praying looked something very cheap to do.

The ppl in show:
Breeze of the dying: guys just do it on the net and congratulation for your gigs
And please I don’t know who is insisting for mix gigs rather it’s from you or an outsider should stop doing it, i didn’t knew they changed their name for the 3rd time tho :S

Ahmed : was maybe the best from the rest, has a vision motive, almost everything he said in the show was true. I know the politic goal is not high but we know if made it any higher we might not see the sun again especially if your words were misunderstood.

Fatima: maybe some people think that her having as a colour abaya as an objective goal is shallow but I think of it as a step stone to something else and if she succeeded she might have a motive for a next step. You can’t go to the moon if you couldn’t fly and the country is the same you can’t demand a big change until you achieve small one. The majority of Saudi women outside the country wear colored cloth or abaya so why not inside it? I don’t see it offending to anyone and I hope I see one on my wife soon. But saying that a woman should do whatever a man can, plus she wants to experience A LOT of things she can’t IS BULLSHIT
Look she IS rich or at least up-middle class. We ALL Saudis’ know that we do and experience EVERYTHING outside the country, don’t be a hypocrite just so you look good on MTV
And I hope she will never do the boy stunt again because it is VERY dangerous she could arrested or God forbid gets raped by some guys rather they were Saudis or foreigners and I hope other girls will not copy her in this one

Aziz: I don’t know… he can represent some part of the youth society, the 5adami part (shallow minded) that is, a very Big show off like all 5adams. Knows nothing and as most types of guys take some English words from American movies. Before he was even born and even before the Internet, people had their crafts and ways to date or meet someone but he is just too stupid to know how
He really doesn’t like or wants to marry the girl giving the excuse that you have to lie in answering the Q where do you girl, Go to any hijazy family KNOW what the men WILL answer
And most of them might know

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unborn

كتبها حازم بنجر ، في 31 مايو 2010 الساعة: 02:51 ص

 

I am having endless dreams of how you might be
And wondered a lot who you would resemble? Me or she? Or even one from our family
How would you react if I played a metal song to you?
Showed you my favorite anime and maybe make you a cosplay too
Would you embrace it or would you leave it?
And would you love Japan like your father do?
Or would you rather listen to Arabic music and Syrian dramas like your mother too
What will you like more? Mine or hers or none when you mature
It would be funny if you liked some of both that for sure
Yet I think personally imagining you (like Mommy) being poetic in capacitated Arabic words that makes Daddy go what the who? Will be very hard to endure -_-
I promise I will try my best to not put ME after YOU
Because having you will be far greater than any other dream I will achieve or do
I hope 20 years from now my words to you will still be true
Will we argue and fight so much like any Saudi Family dose or do?
Or ending up playing video games of some sort of a play-station 22
I always had a feeling that i will die (not late) sometime soon
But now I ask God that if my time will come could it wait
Ti

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Mssing You

كتبها حازم بنجر ، في 20 فبراير 2010 الساعة: 06:12 ص

They say in valentines is a day to confess your love. Will the day was over and still I didn’t know what write or how to describe my love for you because you are simply not here yet , that’s one and people will think I’m crazy so that’s two. But I just can’t stop thinking about you even though I know it would be a long time until you are able to read this but this is my confection to you.
I love you… I truly do. God knows how much I daydream about you
Don’t ask me why, I simply don’t know, maybe I just believe that my life will change for the better if I am with you
Don’t get me wrong I am full of dreams and goals, but having will be my ultimate dream come true and after that everything I have or own belong to you
This love I have for you could be beyond your understanding or imagination so don’t worry if you never feel the same way cuz I am not having a great expectation
It’s been more than two years since I felt I wanted you
How you will be, how you would look? I really have not a clue
I always have a fear of the

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to my Mama yet again

كتبها حازم بنجر ، في 30 يناير 2010 الساعة: 18:11 م

 

i saw this while browsing my photo albums : dear mom I am 26, going to be a father soon(be2zn Allah) and will have a new life yet sometimes i feel greedy and feel that i still need you in it. years are running so fast and i just still think my thank yous are not enough to the things you went trough with me in order to be who i am

i am sorry for the fact that i love dad more but it just how it is

i am really grateful for always helping and giving advices that i either need it my present or future

because of you , you made me dream bigger , seek dreams that everyone told me it is hard to achieve
when nothing is impossible as long we try hard & pray to god and and seek his help

because and how you raised i was loved by many where ever i go

you will forever will be my uncrowned queen i miss you much and you are always in my heart and thoughts even if we are out of touch

and i hope you see me BIG someday sooner or later and this child of yours makes you proud
we fight we argue we shout and do maybe worse
but that is all fine and can be endured if it means to still have your love , respect in my life
just spending time with talking about anything makes me feel that going back home is always worth it to just be by you and dads side

i love it when we joke or tease dad
God i love anything with you and your family

and when its getting hard to breath one call to you makes me so refreshed and full of O2

and all all

shokran laki 3asan benorek wo fadlek wo da3watek dayman tet7asan a5lagi tetsahal 7ayati

love you mom

you know i always tell you that sometimes a song can express what i c

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will i ever see you ?

كتبها حازم بنجر ، في 11 يناير 2010 الساعة: 02:06 ص

will i ever see you ?

hello my princess last time i talked to you felt forever

i believed i would see very soon

but the one who i loved left and for a moment i thought i lost someone close to my heart and my dreams of having you had fallin a part but it’s ok i guess cuz it turned out she never loved me or maybe pretended to be so i know that we didn’t meant to be but doesn’t matter cuz she means nothing to me

your foolish father is trying to go on but at times it just seams so hard

since i have a recored of a bad statues and what other may say of my black past i wonder if i have even the right of wanting to have something pure like you
if you are wondering why the wait is cuz i’m still looking for that special someone
that makes wanna end my single life with all it good and bads and start a new one
and cuz there’s no meaning of a family without a good mother
and i’m hoping yours is like no one other

i know its silly but i day dream of you and i see my self jumping high and walkin on the moon

shouting to every one it’s a daughter and not a son

yet at times i feel i should give up on having you

cuz of life,love,money and other things it makes it too hard to be true

but only God knows how much i wish you for you to be here

to gaze at you with all the love in your eyes
to catch a gleams at my little paradise
and see take your 1rst breath of life
see and hear you sparkling tear and your crying voice pronouncing your coming to my world
to give you every falling star in this whole universe and everything beautiful on haven or earth if i could

death is always upon us so every once a day i pray to God for forgiven

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People Come & People Go

كتبها حازم بنجر ، في 7 ديسمبر 2009 الساعة: 20:17 م

.


 

people come & people go

 

i lost so much already so i know

 

some passed away

 

some got lost in life

 

some got pissed off or just went away

 

with no wards to say and

 

and some i always wonder where are they now

 

but rather it hurts or not

 

it’s all good, it’s alright

 

cuz there will always be a sun rise after the end of the night

 

everything changes from time to time

 

happy or sad

 

good or bad

 

everyone changes so there’s no reason to get mad

 

people come and people go

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شيء في نفسي

كتبها حازم بنجر ، في 2 ديسمبر 2009 الساعة: 13:15 م

رجع أمين محافظة جدة المهندس عادل فقيه ما حدث في جدة من أضرار خلفتها أمطار الأربعاء الماضي إلى ارتفاع منسوب المياه بشكل غير مسبوق. وربط ذلك بمخططات وتعديات وقعت على مصارف الأودية وأعاقت حركة السيول الطبيعية ووجهتها نحو المدينة. واستبعد في حوار سريع مع «عكاظ» فرضية انهيار السد الاحترازي الترابي لبحيرة الصرف الصحي المعروفة بـ «المسك»، مشيرا إلى أن الأمانة تحركت لمنع الصب في البحيرة، وأن هناك فرقا ولجانا للطوارئ تواصل عملها الميداني على مدار الساعة للتعامل مع تداعيات الأمطار والسيول الأخيرة. وذهب فقيه إلى أن جدة لم تحظ خلال العقود الماضية بخدمات بنية تحتية ملائمة، مؤكدا حاجتها إلى مليارات الريالات لتنفيذ
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شي محزن صراحة كيف رجل اعمال محترم يتحول الى آلة صرافة ايداع
سواء كان امين الحالي او السابق الي حيحضعو الى الى القضاء عاجلا ام اجلا

المضحك المبكي ان الأمين الحالي اعترف ان 70 في المائة من جدة لا يوجد لها صرف صحي
و ان ال30 الباقية يعملون علمليها اي انها تحت التنفيذ باختصار لم ينتهي بعد
اين الأموال ذهبت اذا؟

كل مرة الأمانة تقول المشروع يكلف مليارات و الدولة تدفع و وما النتيجة؟
مشهد نراه كل عام

كم مرة امين الجدة الحالي او السابق قالو انهم يحتاجون الى مليارات و الدوالةلم تقصر
ولماذا دائما الأمانة تحل المشكلة مؤقتا ام انها تريده مؤقت لكي تستفيد من الأموال لأغراض شخصية على المدى الطويل

المدينة تغرق و الأمين يقول نحن ندرس الموضوع
اين تصريف السيول اين مركز الارصاد و ما فائدته اذا لا يستطيع انذار المواطنين
لما>ا دائما الدوائر الحكومية تجعل المواطن يجري له حتى في مصيبة كهذه
كمرا

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26th birday RUMBLE (i had to do it (^P^) lol

كتبها حازم بنجر ، في 25 يونيو 2009 الساعة: 12:46 م

 
i got a lot of time on my hands today so i’ll rumble <3

when the clock will pass midnight (japans’ time)


i will 26 on the 26 in month number 6 ( i think satin is liking me for some reason lol)

i think something changed ever since i left my home land about a year and 2 month ago
starting to see everything in a whole different view
it’s hard dealing with change especially when your: alone, a love fool and you never were an independent person before.
also i got used to having so called friends who just shows up cuz they want something from or have an interest in something you know about

it’s ironic when you tell u tell your self that you’ve found God when he was always been there
i was just too blinded to see it
and it’s hard to know who’s a foe and who is a friend and why that everything that started smoothly had a bad end

i learned that i must respect and hear my family opinion (meaning mom dad bro and my wife hell what the rest think or say) since they are the ones i love and always miss the most
i always wonder if wasn’t raised the i am now how would my life would be and would i be a very easy pray to the sin and lust like what i saw some do as code of silence became a must

i am human there for i should admit I’m full mistakes but it’s useless if someone wants more than an apology cuz everyone has a sun of a gun called pride so i won’t swallow it since that person is no longer in my life

i now hate being an emo but glad i had to go trough it for me personally being like that is not wrong unless you felt this all the time . it just makes me feel I’m very weak , hopeless ,negative and alone
and last part for ANY person is not true you are alone is this world god is always with
and after that there is a lot of people who want to help but you have to get get up after moping and reach and reach to them .

i don’t understand some Japanese people that much esp the ones online who said they want international friendship and when you tell them lets meet and they don’t have to come alone they just ignore till forever

it’s reallya nice feeling when you play an Arabic song in your mp3 player each time you miss home lol
\\\\\\\\\\
to the who’s waiting for the most
my fiance and future wife
the mother of unborn children
and the one with gods blessings who spend with me the rest of her life
i miss you like he

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